Your Still Here – Part 2

You’re here, you’re ok. I can barely get out the words, the words that mean so much. You’re alright, you’re alive, you’re ok. I’m shaking, I can’t breathe, but I am, I’m breathing. I cant feel it, the air, there inst enough. I need air. But I cant leave. Count, counting’s good. One, two three. One, two, three. Breathe, yes, alright, breathe. You have to breathe.
“You alright?” I turn, its Lil, go away Lil. “Ya, me neither.” She sits, I thought I told you to go away. She hugs me. I hate her. I love her. Please don’t leave.