The Death That Life Forgot

“Hello again.”

“Who are you?”

“Who I have always been, old friend.”

“I don’t understand.”

“I know,” I tell her, “You never do.”

She looks at me for a moment, confused, as usual. “Have we met before?”

“Yes,” I almost feel sorry for her, almost. “We have met a thousand times, and a thousand times I have taken what is mine.”

“Which is?”

“You.” I tell her, “Obviously.”

This has always been an exasperating process, every time I come and every time she forgets. It has been this way for millennium, since before the first ancestor of humanity crawled out of the sludge.

“But…” perhaps this time she’ll remember, I think, “I don’t want to go.” And then again, perhaps not.

“But you already have, my friend.” I tell her.

“I have?”

“Yes.” I almost sigh, but refrain. “You have.”

When Life Met Death

“Hello?”, she says it like a question. “What are you?”

“I am death”, I tell her. Confused at her ignorance. “And what, might I ask, are you?”

“I am life.”

“Life?” I ask. Still confused, “But I have never heard of you.”

“And I of you.” Her face is also one of confusion, “But that, of course, is impossible.”

“Apparently not.”

“What are you doing here?”

“I have come to take them.” I point at the others, the ones who do not see, who never have. The blind, the ignorant.

“But…why?” she too, is blind. I see that now. She wishes only to see that which is good and fair, but refuses to look at that which is truly ugly, truly dark. In short, at me.

“Because,” I tell her, “They must know.”

She is even more confused now, “Know what?”

“That which you have never truly been able to teach them,” I say, standing straight, “I am here to teach them to live in peace with the dark.”

Diary Entry: 06/06/03

Dad came into my room yesterday and told us to pack for the lake-house. I remember the look on my little brothers face, so happy and exited. I love him when he has that face on.

We’re leaving in tomorrow, mom has been busy making lists, (very unlike her), and dad making sure me and Thomas dont make it any longer. He told us how we’re going to go swimming in the lake and have a cookout and the whole camping shebang. I love it when everyone’s like this, exited and happy and making lists. Almost seems normal.

I helped mom with it earlier today, reminding her to add underwear for dad to it. She laughed at herself for forgetting them kissed my on the forehead.

I cant wait for tomorrow!

The Circus – Introduction

The circus is a magical place, the colorful linens and cloths of various hues hid the walls, waving in the wind, glowing like flames. Smoke emanated from most of the surfaces, making the mystical feel increase and the guests skin crawl. The acrobats swung from their high towers as the fire dancers spinned and twirled, the flame following them wherever they went. A magician a few feet away preformed magic tricks, sawing his assistant in half and then reappearing her whole again in a puff of glowing smoke and one of the clowns on stage would jump up and down laughing. The men and women attending the circus wore masks of various colors and styles, adorning their beautiful long dresses and tuxedos. As they moved around taking swigs of champagne, their chatter and laughter of the guest could be heard, perhaps even outside the confinement of the tent. Trapeze artist preformed above the guest and other performers catching the estranged torches of the fire dancers and the two sets would nod at each other smiling, leading the guest to believe that perhaps this was not as unusual to the performers as it was to them. Upon leaving every single one of the guest could agree that it was the most magical experience of their lives.

The Necromancer – Part 3

The cat laid on the floor or the kitchen, watching the mother cook. The girl had gone somewhere and the cat had discovered, when he tried to follow her, that he could not leave the house, It was as though there where a wall which only applied to him stopping him from leaving. The girl had smirked at him, cruelly before turning away from the house and towards town, her dream-catcher wrapped in cloth.

He looked up, the door leading to the backyard had just opened. She was back. “And where did you go?” the mother asked, looking at her sternly.

“I made a gift for the children at the orphanage, I went to give it to them.” She said looking at her mother glassy eyed and emotionless.

“Present? What kind of present?” she scoffed at her.

“A dream-catcher, it will take their bad dreams away.”

“I highly doubt that, dear.” She said turning back to the simmering pot. “Go to your and wait for me to finish here. Take that filthy cat with you.”

“Yes, mama.” She said, turning to look at the cat. He followed her, reluctantly. Once in the attic she closed the door and walked over to sit on the window sill.

What have you done? The cat though, knowing she would hear him.

“As I was told. As should you.” She said still looking out the window.

But who told you?

“The one who tells everyone. Who whispers sinful deeds in our ears, who feeds off the darkness in our hearts.” She said grinning, maliciously and turned to the cat. “Our hearts, yours and mine, belong to him and always will. He loves us, you see, as he loves all who are loyal to him.” She turned back to the window.

The cat, who had never heard a person speak like this. Starred at the girl, and in an instant he knew, that whoever this person was, he did not ever want to meet him.

The Necromancer – Part 2

The cat starred out the attic window, bored. The pair of sparrows where fighting again but for some reason he had no desire to catch them. Apparently that was part of the undead deal nobody had bothered telling him about. The girl was behind him sewing something, though he could not tell what. Though he has no visual evidence behind him, he believed he had encountered a human who was beyond anything living, in other word here was a person you could not trick or annoy without serious consequence. A person you should most definitely fear.

The cat walked up to the girl trying to get a glimpse of what she was making. The girl noticed, looking up for a moment and then back to the object. “Nosy little fellow, aren’t you?”  She said, with a raised eyebrow.

The cat tilted its head at her. “You’ll see what I’m making in a moment, be patient.”  She waved him off, annoyed.

The cat laid down, looking at the girl, anticipating. After a few moment she stopped, and held up her project. It was odd, the cat thought. A kind of image made out of string with a circular base and strings with beads hanging down it with feathers at the end of each. “It’s a dream catcher, it catches bad dreams.”

It tilted its head at her, confused, she did not seem the type to have bad dreams. Or dreams for that matter. “It’s not to catch my dreams, it’s to catch others. Nightmares are made up of fear and fear is a powerful tool, no matter what form it takes.”

This, the cat thought, made more sense. But what was she to do with the power she acquired, he wondered. After all from what he had seen and experienced she was very powerful all on her own. The girl smiled at the cat and he jumped to his feet. He had never seen her smile before. “You’ll see soon enough.” She got up and skipped out of the room, closing the door behind her. Had she heard him, his mind? Yes, the cat thought, she must have. And he feared, more than ever, what it was she would do with this new power.

The Necromancer – Part 1

The little girl stares out of the window at nothing in particular. Today has been a specifically boring day. Nothing new has happened with her siblings and the village boys didn’t even stop by for their daily cookie, as mother calls it. Then something catches her eye. A pair of robins who seem to be bickering in midair a few feet from the old oak tree right outside her window. In the split second she glances at it she notices a pair of large bright amber eyes between the leaves. A cat. This is about to get interesting. The cat leaps at the robins, clearly not having thought through his plan fell through the air onto cold hard floor at least twenty feet beneath him. The girl looks at it unblinking. Then stands up and walks out of the attic and down the stairs.

“Where are you going?” Mother asks.

“I saw a cat, I want to see if it’s friendly.”

“Fine” she waves her off. The girl goes out the door and to the back of the house where she finds the corpse of the dead cat and one of the robins. She tilts her head at the sad black cat then sits down and stares at it intensely for at least a minute, then the sad dead bleeding cat began to breath and then sat up. It stared at her curiously, as though it actually understood what had just happened. The cat looked over and started moving towards the dead robin. The girl puts her hand on the cat as though to stop him.

“That birds cost you enough pain already, little cat.” The girl took the robin in her hands and after a few seconds it flitted back to life and flew away. “Your too clever to just leave though, aren’t you.” The cat nodded as though he understood. “Come.” She said standing up and she turned and walked away.

The cat looked back at the two robins who were know sitting side by side on a high up branch staring at the cat and the girl. “Come.” It was the girl she had stopped at the corner. The cat turned and followed her. Thinking to himself that he must be mad.

The Destruction that is made from Desperation – Part 3

This is it. I am done. I can’t anymore. I don’t understand and I don’t want to. Whatever I did, whatever I’m capable of I don’t want to remember it. I don’t want to be that person. I don’t want to be capable of such thing. I don’t want to be sick either. Am I sick? I don’t know. They won’t tell me. The sea breeze is nice. It blows in my hair. The blanket around my shoulders is so warm. I like it. Their all looking at me so concerned. I don’t know why. I don’t get it. What’s wrong with me? Am I really that alarming. I don’t look at them. If I am crazy like they say, than they probably aren’t even real. My friends are dead, I killed them, didn’t I?

Isn’t that why they locked me away? I’m considered crazy because I killed them. I murdered my own friends. I let them die. Same thing really. Their graves are filled. He’s here too. He’s sitting on the floor, leaning against my chair, staring up at me. I love him. But I hate the look on his face. So much pity.

No I can’t do it, I must lock myself away and never come out. Never think of them or care. Isn’t that what they want? For me to be alright. For me not to be sad anymore. And I’m not. I’m not sad anymore. I’m done.

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Love in Friendship and Irresponsibility – Part ½ (Extra)

I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know how or why I did it. I just did. I couldn’t take it anymore. I was watching him flirting and kissing up to some pretty girls and I just did. I kissed him. His mouth is warm, unbelievably warm. Must be all the flirting that does that. I think, in the split second I have to think that he’ll pull away. That he’ll be angry at me. He’ll stop being my friend, he’ll walk away. But he doesn’t, instead he kisses me back. I can’t believe it. This feeling is so good, I don’t even notice the ruff surface of the wall behind me. My heart is about to jump out of my chest, my skin feels like it’s not my own and yet I’ve never been more myself, I’ve never felt more comfortable.

Finally we break apart. The party behind him is still going on like nothing happened. Like I did just spend the last five minutes making out with my best friend. I force myself to look back at him. I dread what comes next. Will he be embarrassed, or shocked or claim this was a mistake and leave. Instead he smiles. That charming boyish smile, he always has on his face after he’s gotten his way. I smile and as I do I feel myself blush.

His smile widens and he grabs my hand and yanks me out into the cold crisp air. He stops and kisses me. I kiss him back and he falls onto a chair. I giggle and he pulls me on top of him and kisses him again. We stay like this for a long time. Until the party is over and the music has stopped. We’re lying on the ground, staring up at the slowly lightening sky, as it shifts from black to dark blue to sky. He rubs my hand is his palm and for a split moment I’ve never been happier. I hope it last and even if it doesn’t, its worth it.

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The Insanity that Comes with Desperation – Part 2

I’m not like these people, I’m not crazy. I need to get out of here. I could, leave if I wanted to. I don’t want to hurt anyone. I’m not a bad person. I’m not crazy, am I crazy. I’m scarred. This place scares me.  I’m a good person. Why would they put a good person in here? I don’t like hurting people it was an accident. I didn’t mean to kill them. It was an accident. I wasn’t my fault I just lost control. Haven’t they ever lost control? Don’t they get it? They have to. Please, I’m sorry. I’ll never hurt anyone again, I’ll never kill anyone, ever. Please, believe me. You have to believe me!

They were my friends, they trusted me. God what did I do to them? Are they ok? They have to be ok! I would never hurt them. I would never kill them. They’re my friends. I wasn’t the one trying to hurt them. They were. I have to stop them. I have to keep them safe. Let me out of here! Please, let me out!

I need him. I need him now. He wouldn’t lie to me. He’d tell me what happened, why I’m in this place. He’d get me out. He loves me. I hope he loves me. I love him, more than anything. I trust him. He’s always trusted me. I’ve protected him, why would he let them do this to me. He’d get me out. He’ll get me out. Please, let me out…

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