Stories have to be interesting to be given meaning and interest is always shown towards the strange and unexpected, I think my life is a perfect example of the unexpected. Everything after all has happened unexpectedly to me and at the same time it was always clear what would happen if not it was the manner in which it did that was unexpected. The size and gravity of it. I remember my initial reaction panic at the idea of it all finally coming to a close, I don’t think it should have surprised me but it did at first. The initial shock turned into panic and then pity for those didn’t understand the silliness of it all. I could never quite understand the fuss that was being made. Why make so much fuss when it was all too clear how it would end as would it always had ended the same way.